To Amanda Crumley. Delta S Equals / Heat Exchanged / Log the Microstates / Within the Macrostate.
I. Delta S Equals
1. The Deal at the Crossroads
Do you know
The legend of the crossroads?
Two highways, forty-nine and sixty-one
One goes to Arkansas
One goes to New Orleans
This crossroads is where
A man is said to have
Sold his soul in order
To master his instrument
He sang the blues
I came to this place
When I was forty-nine
And have lingered at
The crossroads
For three years now
I'm setting up house here
Planting a garden
I believe in the devil, but
I follow the Son
Who redeemed my soul
I've been to New Orleans
I've been to Arkansas
Both have pieces of my life
So I've come to the crossroads
Backtracked to this intersection
In the heart of the Delta
I found my way
I found my way without you
The one to whom I gave my heart
And I will settle in
Like I was told
In my favorite book,
A satire—
No surprise there
I will tend my own garden
Master my instrument
Stop wearing out my shoes
Looking for something
On lonely roads
Wait for the devil
Wait for the Son
Watching and waiting
See who wanders
on down the highway
See who else
Has holes in their shoes
2. Sculpted Clay
Pulled from the earth
Formed
Two legs two arms two eyes
What is a man
But sculpted clay?
And then the Spirit comes
Animates
Heart and soul and mind
Sets a man on his feet
And says "Live."
This sculpted clay
Living statue
Pounds down the earth
With his clay feet
Trodding heavily on that which
He came from, no regard
No regard
Not thinking to step lightly
Not thinking his heavy footsteps
Are felt
Are felt, every one
While heart and soul and mind
Struggle with self-awareness
Identity and purpose
Careening madly,
Animated corpse,
Ricochet, reaction
No set course.
And so it goes.
Pulled from his side, set at his side
The mirror, the counterpart
Complementary piece
Reflecting iniquity
In beauty and sorrow
Joy and passion
Saying here too,
Here too
Step here, you clay-footed fool
We are here to
Tread lightly
We are here to
Transmute clay
To join back into each other
Sink back into the earth.
3. Saturday Morning
I don't know if I have valor
But I do have bread
And a bread box
And a bread knife
And a cutting board
And a toaster
And butter
I even have honey
If I want something sweet
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82 poems in four movements. The crossroads, sculpted clay, the measure of disorder. Delta blues and thermodynamic truth.